It's My Blog And I'll Blog What I Want To

I've seen it with my own eyes
How we're getting otherwise
Without the luxury of leaving

The touch and feeling of free
Is intangible technically
Something you've got to believe in

Connect the cause and effect
One foot in front of the next
This is the start of a journey

And my mind is already gone
And though there other unknowns
Somehow this doesn't concern me

And you can stand right there if you want

But I'm going on
And I'm prepared to go it alone
I'm going on
To a place in the sun that's nice and warm
I'm going on

And I'm sure they'll have a place for you too

Anyone that needs what they want
And doesn't want what they need
I want nothing to do with

And to do what I want
And to do what I please
Is first on my to do list

But every once in a while
I think about her smile
One of the few things I do miss

But baby I've got to go
Baby I've got to know
Baby I've got to prove it

And I'll see you when you get there

But I'm going on
And I'm prepared to go it alone
I'm going on
May my love lift you up where you belong
I'm going on

And I promise I'll be wating for you....

-"Going On"

Gnarls Barkley, 2008

This song has everything and nothing to do with the way I feel right now.

The past month, I found myself becoming completely and totally obsessed with comic book blogs and podcasts, so....yeah, I'm THAT depressed...

I'm not looking forward to the move coming up here soon, especially since it's just the 1st move and the BIG one come down the line...

My boy lost his job earlier today and I had to tell him that when change comes, there's little you can do to stop it, but we all know the truth: change sucks.

I don't want to work tomorrow. There, see, that wasn't a lie.

Not even a little one.

I'm putting off going to the doctor. I'm putting off hitting the gym, which for some reason is causing me to binge like never before. Weird, huh?

The funny thing is that it WILL get better from here. I've said that a million times before, but even now, as I say it, and just like all those other times before, I acutally believe it.

So is it fair that I ask everyone not to give up; not to throw in the towel; not to turn your back on me....even though I've already given up on all of you?